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Hey my birthday is on next wed ...
can't wait to turn 18 ..
aidah going to treat me pizza n karaoke with fatanah..
thxs aidah ..
i hope both of u can make me laugh as per normal again ..
meet u guys on wed okayz ..
even does i happy but deeply I'm totally sad ..
hayooo! what happen to me ..
this was my first time being like this ..
no more smile, no more laugh, no more irritating ..
is not me anymore ...
hayoo yooo..! is it becoz of him ..?
this time I'm not strong anymore...
i can't fight with my own feeling..
i try to stay happy
but i can't manage it ..
I'm totally useless ..
every second, everyday i think of him ..
I'm totally heart broken ..
YAALLAH! KU MOHON PADA MU ..
HAMBA MU INI TAK BISA MENANGGUNG
COBAAN MU INI ..
TOLONG LAH HENTI KAN LAH YALLAH!
HAMBA MU INI TIDAK KUAT LAGI YALLAH
AKU TIDAK KUAAAATTTTT YAAAAALLLLLAAAHHH! KU MOHON YAALLAH KU MOHON PADAMU...
KABALI LAH DIA PADA KU YAALLAH ...
HANYA DIA YG BISA BUAT SEYUMAN KU KEMBALI .. .
JGN LAH KAU RAMPAS KEBAHAGIAN KU INI...
HANYA ITU SAHAJA KU MOHON PADAMU..
KU MOHON YALLAH!
KU MOHON YALLAH!
KU MOHON YALLAH!
Love, Lala <3
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